Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Truth confirmed is truth fought for.

Last night I bought a ticket from London to Venice. This implies that I will already be in London. Let this truth be confirmed. However, truth is never confirmed easily. In fact, it is often confirmed through flames of refining fire. I found myself fighting today, for the simple things. A good friend reminded me: "Isn't that what makes it worth it?" Don't I want a man one day to fight for me? To run after me? Don't I want to fight for him? For us? Yes. Yes, please.

I had to renew my license. I was told I need to take the written test again. I just so happened to have chosen the only office in Utah that doesn't allow you to take the test. I drove to the next office, illegally, mind you, since the first office couldn't renew my expired license. Who knew that licenses expired? Hmmm... Then they told me that even after 3 different employees approved my documentation, it turns out they were wrong. So I will be visiting the 3rd utah driver's office on Friday. Whoohoo. Party time. Highlight? Icing my knee while I wait to take my test. I passed.

One week ago, I wasn't snowboarding. No, I was walking down my stairs, when catastrophe ensued. I fell down the stairs. My brilliant leg tried to regain composure en route amidst the speedy descent. This resulted in a twisted and severely jammed knee. I am icing it as we speak. I could barely walk. I couldn't drive my car for a few days. Clutch? No extension or strength would be produced by this leg for a while. "How will you get around Europe?" we all asked. Well, I am going. you can't stop me..........I will hobble down every cobblestone road in every village, to not miss a crepe, a margherita pizza, or beautiful European man. Just you wait......

I woke up this morning....sick. Back off.....no cold will keep me from my Parisian pursuit...my British bon voyage....my Italian interests, my Israeli insights, my Welsh wonders, my scottish shooting stars, nor my Gretian goals.

But I did find my long lost glasses.

And I went to dinner after a long day at work with a dear friend. We supported and encouraged one another's dreams. We remembered where we were two years ago: at the same restaurant (cafe rio) having a similar discussion. We have grown since. We have embarked on adventures. We have lived. And we will continue to do so. Why is that we both feel alone so often? I remember meeting a woman on my mission who told me that life living the Gospel of Jesus Christ is often lonely. Will that stop me? Hell, no. I believe that was appropriate to say...I literally wanted that "no" directed at hell. :)

And then I felt prompted to stop by the grocery store. I did. I found my natural cough drops. Riccola!!!! And quirky earthy baking cups for my best friend for Christmas. Then I found my reason for the late night trip: reunion with a dear friend, John Stuzzenager. It was sooo good to see him. And to hear how his stellar wife is doing. They have had a rough year...and yet, so much faith and strength have they radiated and sustained through it all. They inspire me. Thank you for this visit...

There is always a happy ending. Well, perhaps not an ending, but a happy "dot, dot, dot..." yes. My "happily . . . " The ever after will be added later.

1 comment:

  1. I love you.
    And I'm proud of you.
    That lonely feeling, I think, is us remembering what God told us we would become and wanting to hurry up and fill the measure of our creation so we can go back home to Him and rejoice.
    But I see you rejoicing amidst all this life brings to you.
    You inspire me.
    I've never heard you say hell before, so that's funny. :)
    Love,
    Jess

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