I believe in love. Even when i cannot feel it the way i yearn to....when i cannot see it on the horizon...and yet, somehow, i know it is there....i want love like carl and ellie....like queen victoria and albert....so love like theirs, I will have...only it will be better, because it will be me and ..... . our love will be unprecedented...and unmatched....unwavering and delighted by all that life offers us, because we will be...us.
truth confirmed: service feels good. joy. so, i suppose i can say i was serving God today. yes, i put away his Christmas decorations that were still out. :) ok, that was just my earthly dad's merry deliquency. being with friends and family is good. if i am surrounded by short men, i should stop labeling them as short. focus on their strengths and how tall they are in stature. spiritual stature...humorous stature...insightful stature...etc. hmmmm...it's a good thing i have recomitted to writing, because i am learning as i write. thank you.
new friend: ben. at taco tuesday. this is our 3rd taco tuesday in a row at el azteca. joy. 1 fish taco. 1 cilantro lime shrimp taco. 1 rice pudding. bites of a chocolate quesadilla. wonderful companionship.